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17 October 2010 @ 08:43 pm
This past week.
This coming week.
Everything is just so hectic for me lately.
I haven't really been motivated to RP at all. Like I want to but- then I realize I have 50 million things to do.

Or so it feels like 50 million things.

I would do anything to get my ass up to IL soon. Sometimes, I think I have way too much on my plate, which sucks! I always said I wanted to be more active in school, and here I am, but damn it's a lot of work.

Looked at the possible new apartment this weekend, and I'm in love with the place. I'm really hoping that we can sign by tomorrow, actually, so I can get this amazing deal.

$299 a month with 4 people?
Fuck yeah, bro. But it's still a really early decision. I hate how apartment complexes do that. Basically make these AWESOME deals... but so early in the year. It's only October. I'm pretty sure 2 of my roommates are down, but I dunno about the third because... well, I don't know her well at all. :/

OH WELL. We'll see.

I've got like 40 billion meetings this week; which makes doing any hobbies pretty much impossible. IE SEWING/WIG STYLING.

Kollision Con is a no go now. I'm pretty sure. :C We'll see, but ... I'm thinking it's a no go. WE'LL SEE THOUGH THERE'S STILL... A LITTLE TIME.

Orz I need a job.

"This might be my last chance,
So maybe I should take it.
I just hope your listening,
To everything I'm saying.
I miss the long drives, the car rides,
The bad fights, the good times.
The way you make me feel
will never leave my mind.
sums up my life, and my thoughts on someone. ♥
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02 September 2010 @ 02:54 pm
Title: My First Kiss [Part 1]
Author/Artist: apodysophiliac
Characters/Pairings: Turkey/Greece [Sadiq/Heracles]
Rating: PG-13 for now
Warnings: Inebriation and suggestive content. Nothing too graphic yet
Summary: Based off "My First Kiss" by 3OH!3. Sadiq Adnan is drawn to an incredibly beautiful man, whose name he does not know. A night of tension. A night of lust. A night of firsts.

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19 August 2010 @ 04:33 am
know why I can't be cool with your new development. I'm trying, but damn.

So, youmacon shit I think got sorted out?
After kind of setting it up, I realized how much harder it's going to be to face it all.

I'm not weak.
I'm strong enough to know my limits in regards to comfort.

Sorry, that's just how it goes.
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17 July 2010 @ 04:51 am
I blame eaten for my newfound love for Durarara! I fucking loved it. Seriously, this series has given me hope. ♥

...It's now even got me thinking seriously about working on this one project. Argh. /shakesfist
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06 April 2010 @ 07:21 pm
I'm pissed.
Let me ramble on and on because I'm coming to the close of my senior year. Consider this somehwat of a critique I've been developing my four past years in Munster High School and all the crazy shit it has put me through. Let me also ramble about the folk around here because goddamn someone needs a slap in the face to wake up to this shitty reality we call "equal".

Bullshit to me.

First off, I think that Munster High School tolerates students only so much. The past two years have made that perfectly clear to me. Let me explain further. When I tried to start a Gay Straight Alliance last year with a couple of amazing friends who helped me out, we were denied school sponsorship. Of course, I figured it would happen. It happened in the past years with several folk on here that tried to get this shit done and it didn't work out so well. At least in the past there were meetings. That's where my hope collapsed in the school. At first, I guess, "legitimate" reasons were given. A GSA would cause a separation of students, not everyone can join it, what heterosexual would want to join a "gay club"? Oh yeah, real legitimate. However, the best part?

It would promote sexual intercourse throughout the school, and yeah, teen pregnancy apparently doesn't exist.

This is why I felt like I had some sort of "X" on me somewhere. I felt after that deal, the administration wasn't going to look at me the same. Not necessarily the Principal, but the Assistant Principal I dealt with personally to try to get the club started up again. Way to make your students feel safe while walking in the halls. I always felt casted out since then, and a part of me thinks I did it to myself. Another part of me says it was the school's fault. Anyways, I digress.

I think it progressed earlier this year with Rachel and her "tattoo dilemma". Let me set the scene. Rachel got her tattoo of Dream from the Sandman series on her upper left arm. Hell lot bigger than mine, but hey, she's not the only female in the school with a tattoo. Myself included, there's about six or so I can count on the top of my head in the senior class alone with at least one tattoo. However, she got called down for her clothes being "truant". How clothes can be truant, I'll never truly understand. So yeah, she broke a dress code violation when she took off her jacket at lunch. Way to stay ontop of shit, MHS. Anyways, she was called out of her AP Comp class (mind you, AP classes are kind of, well, not so good if you're pulled out of them in my opinion. that time is kind of valuable especially when we're in second semester) and the Dean, along with a few other administrators in the room, started to discuss the reason she was down there. Yes, they discussed the legit reason of her clothes being "truant" (...still wtf), but then the Dean began to talk to her about her tattoo. First off, Rachel's 18 and has been since last July. Just putting that out there. So he goes on asking her "How do you think you'll feel when you take your children to the pool in 30 years?" This is the biggest case of sexist bullshit I've ever witnessed. There are plenty of males that have tattoos (oh yes, awesome TRIBAL tattoos that just scream "I'm a fuckin' bad ass, bro."), yet a FEMALE gets called down for having one tattoo. Then when an article was written about it, the Dean backpedaled just as the Assistant Principal did in an article written about the situation with GSA, to cover his tracks saying that they don't condemn sexually explicit tattoos. ...I must say, Dream is QUITE attractive, but he only has oh, I dunno, a shirt off and he looks like he's kneeling in the tattoo. I'm so offended.

I guess these two situations have really made an impact on my perspective of the schools. I was a little worried when I wore a suit to Turnabout just a few months ago that I would be kicked out or reprimanded or some bullshit. At least they gave me the freedom to bring a girl as my date and allowed me to wear what was in the reasonable confines of school policy, but even so, I still think that there's something wrong with Munster High School. Things need to change, honestly. It's sad that I don't really care anymore about what happens at that school anymore. I have my guns loaded (figuratively, please) and I'm ready for some shit storm to occur, but I just want to say that there is an ugly mask behind the so called "perfection" of Munster High School. Students tend to usually just go with the flow and complain behind their backs about how shitty it is there. It's sad that there really can't be a change to how the close minded think. One day, I hope that there will be a school sponsored GSA. I know I've left my mark there by standing up for what I believe in, but that isn't enough to make a change. So, what have I learned from my four years at MHS?

Either conform, or stand up for what you believe in. You can rock the boat, but it won't change the water. You're either with them or against them.

Sure, I learned a lot from several classes like in English/Creative Writing with Russell, AP US History with Lopez and (goddamn I hate admitting this) journalism/yearbook with Hastings. Both educational and even in the "life lessons" department, but the biggest thing I've learned?

Stick to my guns even if it leads nowhere.

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29 July 2009 @ 03:26 pm

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29 July 2009 @ 02:49 am
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Behold... My Future
  I will marry Kanda.  
  After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Iceland in our fabulous Shack.  
  We will have 8 kid(s) together.  
  Our family will zoom around in a black box.
  I will spend my days as a sex slave, and live happily ever after.  
whats your future